Post by robinhoodlym on Feb 25, 2005 15:40:31 GMT -5
Not that this has anyone to do with Benzos but I just wanted to say good-bye to a friend of mine a young lady, about 29 or so that lost her battle with cancer. Her name was Laura.
Laura, we will miss you. I am having a hard time imagining you are gone. I just talked to you last week. Why didn't you tell me it was going to be the last time? Why didn't you tell me you were going to have to give up? You were so so tough, made it longer then most people. I was sure you were going to beat it... d**n it and I am mad... Mad you are gone... Mad I couldn't say good bye last week the last time we spoke. I hope your two kids will be o.k. - I am worried becuase your mom will get your daughter and your sister your son. I am worried about them having to be split up. Make sure you go up to the boss and ask him why he did this... why he robbed his kids of their mother at the time when they need you most... and when your friends needed you most.
You were so so humble, kind, understanding, non-judemental. I felt like I could tell you anything. You were one of the only non-family normal people I told of my past addiction problems. You never thought any less of me. Wy did you have to go so soon?
I remember when I got you a job at the other hotel stealing you away from your previous employer... well eployees of both places were there to see you yesterday... I'm sorry Katie did not make - she said she did not like viewings and I felt that was wrong, it wasn't for her anyways... But you know how Katie is...
It is so hard to say good bye... - I suppose see you later is better... Please come to me some day in a dream to let me know you are o.k., I really need to know but do it w/out scaring the crap out of me - We love and miss you Laura... Adios - espero que Dios este contigo y tu familia, te voy a echar de menos tanto.... cuida a los demas con tu precencia del alma tuya si puedes
Laura, we will miss you. I am having a hard time imagining you are gone. I just talked to you last week. Why didn't you tell me it was going to be the last time? Why didn't you tell me you were going to have to give up? You were so so tough, made it longer then most people. I was sure you were going to beat it... d**n it and I am mad... Mad you are gone... Mad I couldn't say good bye last week the last time we spoke. I hope your two kids will be o.k. - I am worried becuase your mom will get your daughter and your sister your son. I am worried about them having to be split up. Make sure you go up to the boss and ask him why he did this... why he robbed his kids of their mother at the time when they need you most... and when your friends needed you most.
You were so so humble, kind, understanding, non-judemental. I felt like I could tell you anything. You were one of the only non-family normal people I told of my past addiction problems. You never thought any less of me. Wy did you have to go so soon?
I remember when I got you a job at the other hotel stealing you away from your previous employer... well eployees of both places were there to see you yesterday... I'm sorry Katie did not make - she said she did not like viewings and I felt that was wrong, it wasn't for her anyways... But you know how Katie is...
It is so hard to say good bye... - I suppose see you later is better... Please come to me some day in a dream to let me know you are o.k., I really need to know but do it w/out scaring the crap out of me - We love and miss you Laura... Adios - espero que Dios este contigo y tu familia, te voy a echar de menos tanto.... cuida a los demas con tu precencia del alma tuya si puedes
