Post by skye aka tweety on Feb 1, 2005 15:06:48 GMT -5
hi everyone. Right now my story of using is kinda all over the board in different spots,all i can say though is thank god for methadone !and learning from you great people how to taper!! and what i mean by taper is a right, slow, and gradual, comfortable ,indivuial taper,theres no such think as a quick fix,maybe for a very short time but no cold turkey taper will keep your body and mind drug free,there will always be the emtional fights from one side of the brain to the other as well as the physical relapes,and your eforts of your first taper will all be shot to hell,not that it isnt worth anything cuz it is,everything in life we do id a learning experience ,imo,and it does happen for a reason,so the first thing i feel that works in a taper is ya really need to want to and have to be willing to do it the right ways,one you re program your thoughts about drugs ,life ect you can make positive changes,you can get some goals and meaning of self worth and self esteem back,but you have to realize its a slow process,this is where alot of people fail!,they want it easy and quick!,....well folks it dont go like that!,you need to work it and follow sets of certain rules and regs in order for your life to become what you want!,ve had to do this many times to finally realize this,if i would have just listened,or found some support ,or stopped thinking i knew it al ,things may have been diferent,but since im at a stage in my life now,where i know this now i can do anything, The possibilities are endless....thanks skye!